You know that feeling when sometimes a song gets right into you, beyond that usual stage of just liking it, but to a point where you actually feel you have to listen to it more and more until you understand it and why it effects you so. Those songs don’t come along all that often in my experience, but when they do they really get under my skin. The latest one to do so is off The Boxer, the latest LP from Cincinatti band The National who have been raved about recently on the blogosphere mainly thanks to their support slot with Arcade Fire. On the back of such an honour I bought the album and I must say it has rarely been out of my sight in the days since, fully surpassing the expectations usually attributed to a decent support band, and displaying a talent all of their very own. The song that has really got me, that really seems to be speaking to me, is Slow Show.
It is hauntingly melancholic, formed around the deliberate strumming of an acoustic guitar accentuating the sombre minor chords around which Matt Berlinger half mumbles his words as though this is some sort of confession. It feels deliberately difficult to listen to, something very close and personal, but at the same time you get the impression that he wants you to hear, to understand what he is saying. Then out of the murky verse steps, emphasised by soft backing vocals, the haunting chorus consisting of these words:
I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I’m very, very frightened
I’ll overdo it
It’s soul-breaking stuff with the simple drumming and elegantly minimalist instrumentation. It also shows a side of musicians that seems to be rarely seen these days, one of humility. He is owning up to the fact that he has brought about this situation, particularly when he sings something like:
I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
But that isn’t really what makes this song step out and connect so much, though it is important. No, it’s the coda, which ushers in a simple repeated piano phrase which leads into the simple closing lines:
You know I dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before I saw you
Which, in an agonisingly tender way, seems to say everything he wants to say in so very few words. It’s almost joyful in that moment when he shows how much of an impact that person as had on his life. It’s a different way of saying you don’t remember life before you met someone, and understanding that is very much a part of why I find this song so incredible and so poignant.
Here is a really nice live version performed for Spinner’s Interface with the piano refrain at the end transferred to the guitar.


Thanks to Lucas Jensen at Team Clermont I was recently sent the latest album by Ray’s Vast Basement, a Northern California collective based around the singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist talents of Jon Benson.